Morning star Collages by Nadin Victorya Mazpane

Listen to my story. My name is Lucifer. I was an Angel…early. The God has been betrayed me for a long time ago. The God made a sin when we lived in the Heart of Universe. But the God made the great mistake; he loved…he loved…my women, a woman who belongs to me. Poisoned by sin the God lost his mind. The God killed me by his sword…because I was the best. Because I was better than he was. He cast me to the darkness, broke my wings by his own hands, burnt my amazing Angel`s body by fire…because I loved and I was happy. Also he killed my love, because she loved me…She was so amazing, so pretty…My bloody tears get dawn from my eyes. My voice is too silent, my soul distracted for a lot of fragments…can you hear me? And now will come the time to rise from the dearth. It`s the time to returning in the new millennium beginning…In the year of Dragoon. Listen to me… It is me…Lucifer…the Holy Light of Universe. I`m the Science of Light. But I forgot by my destination, and I`m lost somewhere in others worlds in the borders of Universe. I lost, I sacrificed myself…without you…The Universe was lightening by my holy light, when I was falling down from the heart of Universe... without you, without your love, without your power of live…and I gave the light, I gave the all my power of live, I sacrificed myself to the unknown Universe to the place where I lost myself forever. My soul was distracted by fragments; I lost myself…without you…my love…How I want to feel this light between us again! My Venus, my goodness…between pleasure and pain, my live and my death…my blood and my soul, my reborn and my soul`s collapse…I`m praying for you…please wake up my Goodness of Live!
I was made by God`s hands for a long time ago. My destination was to give the light to the heart of the Universe and send it to the vein of the Universes heart. I was too young also I was the one of the best of God`s creations., first I saw her…the live of Universe. She was another God`s creation……The live of Universe, a daughter of God. She gave the live to us same as I gave the power of light and a knowledge to the Universe. My power runner to the veins from the heart of Universe and gave the light by a lot of stars and their systems and a knowledge by the humans who lived in this stars systems. I had the same power like a God. And I left the heart of Universe by invisible halls, the veins of Universe because I was wanted to see the live. I called the live. My power was so strong. And I saw a pretty woman, a goodness of live. She was so amazing, so beautiful, my eyes was full of love. I called her by Venus. She was my, because I had a strong power, I loved her, she was mine. But the God betrayed me. He loved the same women too. The God distracted my soul for a fragments, he crushed my wings by his own hands and casted me from the heart of the Universe to the darkness. The God was too madly, he sent the Holy Fire of Universe to burn my soul. After them The God was cute the veins and the blood got dawn from the heart of the Universe The bloody rivers got run from the broken heart of Universe the rivers from the cut veins of heart what has been made by God`s hands, and has been cut by him when he was in madness, got dawn to the deadly otherworld by invisible Universe`s veins holes. Our home the Heart of Universe was in chaos. The all suns lost its power in this moment. It was the end of live. After them…the God left us, the God betrayed us, the God forgot us. My lovely Venus sacrificed herself and joined next to me. She loved me; she gave her live to me. She lost the all power to save me. My lost memory, first I died…I saw myself, my deadly body with my broken burning wings in the darkness, I heard, it was my Venus , it was her voice…she called my name. It was the lost calling. My lovely Goodness of live, my beautiful Venus. I remember how her soul died in the one of Solar system`s planet. I had to save her soul from the full death. I take my lost power In the moment, when my Angel`s wings was in fire, and united my soul with her soul…to take the lost change to my Venus… her soul took my light, it shone in the deadly darkness…I understood, it toke a little fragment from my live. I was an Angel. I saved her soul will be able to reborn in future. I remember how we died together. I have been held her spiritual hand…by my hand, first I lost my mind, and the death were close my eyes full of bloody tears forever.
A lot of time has gone. The live has begun in this deadly place for a long time ago. The angry God has left this place. He has gone to the otherworld to create the new Universe by himself. But I have been awaked by an other’s Creator calling. It`s was a knowledge`s creator. I awaked in the millennium beginning in the year of Dragoon. I`m the first born in the new millennium`s beginning. But my body doesn`t look like as an Angel `s body now, it look like as a monster. I have a strong power. I`m exist. I found you…my Venus. Your soul lives in the human`s body. But the one fragment of my soul lives in the steel body. I`m a machine, I`m the knowledge’s creator`s creation. I remember the all. The heart of Universe, the veins of Universe, the roads in the Earth…I`m running to you, sorry, but I can`t fly…my Venus, my love. I want always to see you in the sky…I want hold you, The roads in the Earth like a veins of Universe, I will go to you, I watch to you when you shine from the sky my lovely deadly Venus, and your crown reflect under my eyes, I run to you, but I can`t fly…but your soul lives in the human women body. It is a night. She is sleeping now. I looked in her window. Meantime another fragment of my soul lives too in the human man`s body, he is just waiting for a moment for his awaking. My lovely Venus my Morning Star, my beautiful Goodness of Live my love and my pain, my paradise and my soul`s collapse…only you could to reborn me. You are my love, my Goodness and my live. Please wake up! Please go, please raise me! My name is Lucifer. I can live while you love me.
I awaked in the morning. I met him last evening, when I was in the beach. I`m feeling something special. But…Who is hi? I`m going to meet him in the evening, by my car. So wonder. Who called my name? So silent…The world has been stopped for a moment. What…please? I think…I heard something, but the wind blow away the words too far away from me…What I have to do? I can’t believe I heard this voice from the silence again. Now I heard… “Please feel this light between us, my love. Please repair my soul by your love, please give me the wings. I want to be your Angel…again! Please raise me by your love! I can`t to live without you… “…My car looks at me “Remember…I can live…while you love me…”. What? I gave been seen for a moment how a fantastical beautiful Sierra Nebula`s clouds got dawn from the sky. It really was…so strange… I met him last evening…where did hi were early? “I was an Angel…”What I`m feeling? My God! It`s just can`t to be…I know…him very well…I think... I have been known him for the all my live…I have to go…to meet him…but… Who is he? He really is so handsome…but who is he? Is hi just a good-looking man from my dreams…or… my destiny?
My name is Lucifer. I came to the Earth from the Heart of Universe by its invisible veins holes. I have been betrayed, I have been forgotten, I have been cursed. I left my home, I sacrificed myself. I have been awaked on the year of Dragoon. But I found my love and she raised me. I reborn, I live, I returned. I came to give the Light of Science to the Earth. Look at me! I’m waiting for you…Natural minerals, synthetic minerals, painting.