Sadness (2019) Painting by Julien Bhr

Publishing some of my Thrapeutic Paints.

I don't know if it has any value but I would appreciate to have advice about it.

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To present a lil' bit my self, I'm a 30yo man, I like reading, painting sometimes, computing /Games, also other stuff/ and hiking.

To be honnest I don't really like or dislike my paints (depends of my mood). I do it when I feel the joy to make it or the desir to push out my feelings. Most of time I feel a real appeasement while doing it and a time after I did it.

I suffer from psychics issues since several years /Schizo/ Misinterpretation / Lack of vitality/. It's wide, it's not an identity, more a fact that I'm still trying to accept.
The delusions was principaly Mystics. Before the sickness appear (or during ;o)?) I lived a deep peace, joy and fullness state during 2 months. It was the most beautiful experience I did in my entire life.
After that I have "fallen down" and I experienced the opposite of this state, since this time (2011), I lost my self if we can say.

I ever was interessed by spirituality and nowadays, inclued experiences from the past. It's difficult to know which feelings and intepretations are right or simples illusions.

C u !

Ju

• Nationality: FRANCE
• Date of birth : 1989
• Artistic domains:
• Groups: Contemporary French Artists