Listen to me with your heart. (2022) Malarstwo autorstwa Tahira Quliyeva

Listen to me with your heart. Sometimes I hear you in the silence. Even if I don’t say his name, I always feel his presence next to me. Even if I don’t see you, my heart still speaks to you. It’s as if time has stopped to show you. I can’t forget your sad, beautiful eyes. Your quiet, silent eyes speak to me. I can’t forget your eyes. Every night my hell begins, your voice and your gaze return to my thoughts. I feel you in this cold silence. I fight with myself to forget you. I wanted to drive you out of my heart and mind, but I didn’t have the strength. I left the door of my brain and heart open, waiting for you to come out. Years and months have passed, and you’re still here. I’ve already lost and I’ve come to terms with it. I haven’t forgotten you, but you have. I will cherish these small memories of you for the rest of my life. These feelings didn’t make me happy, they destroyed me. When I painted this picture I didn't know I was painting the future. a lost and decaying body I don't like the color black. sad wise stern looks The only thing left for you is this The one who cries loudly in his heart, but tears don't flow from his eyes No one will see these tears, no one will hear them. These are tears flowing from my heart. No one will ever see this. A feeling I've never experienced in my life. It turns my days into hell. I've endured all the suffering in my life, I've become stronger, I haven't fallen. But these feelings have taken away my thoughts, my mind, my strength, and they've knocked me down. Now I want to get up, but I can't, I have no strength. Sometimes I think how I lost my wisdom and caution. I considered myself wise and cautious and thought that I would never fall into this trap. So I'm not wise and cautious. It's my own fault. I've made myself a slave to my feelings. I asked myself why I reap what I did not sow. I have always done good in life, so why do I reap evil? I am very concerned about something deep in my heart. This is a precious stone, I have hidden it from everything and everyone. Its place is forever in my heart. No one can steal this stone from me, no one can tear it away. I can only give this stone into the hands of my maker. because your maker will protect it better than I can. Protect it for yourself and for me. A person should not be a slave. neither love, nor money, nor passion. You should not let them control you. If they control you, then you belong to them. You become their slave. True love brings freedom, consolation police. Captive love is trust. and being faithful. If this is not there, then there is no love. A little money is protection. Love money is slavery. Be free, be a slave of nothing and no one. be happy, feel comfortable You are not a slave, you are a free man. I confessed and freed myself from the slavery of my own feelings. I confessed everything and disappeared into oblivion. True love freedom loyalty and trust false love no Freedom trust and loyalty author Tahira Kavrailiva