Added May 18, 2006
hello everybody,
i got this feeling, everytime when i'm painting
freedom
with strange attacks of weirdness...
what you feel?
you express it in the outside world by painting, writing or even dancing.. the moment is kind, unique.. everyday.
i'm modified by scientists or doctors.. they gived me this ability to not to control mine eyes synchronization .. so it was 11 years ago,, and till that moment.. strange things are happening, so i paint..
by.. unfortunately these attacks of weirdness make me a little bit .. uncomfortable to paint..
well
i'am now affraid of painting..
thats all.
every picture has a story.
every day i am remebering this first day, and forgoting about it.. about thousands of times a day.
I am so messed up with this all, that when I start painting.. or even drawing.. i imidietaly get lost inside my imagination, and I am painting in painting adn desigining and desigining in desiginig and going further inside with total forgeting about what I wanted to draw in the begining.
thats Why.. I started building underpaintings.
and I want them to be taken care of and used by painters to pang magnificent paintings on them.