2009年3月24日新增
我,1982年出生于中国重庆。作为一个80年后出生的中国人,正好赶上的是中国刚刚开始的改革开放,中西文化结合的产物成为了我们所接受的事物的主流,当绚丽多彩的时装开始替代了古板的深蓝色的棉布衣,当摇滚乐,变形金刚,网络游戏等等新奇的事物开始进入到我们的生活的时候,我们的生活态度,思维方式和价值观念都开始产生了变化,这使着我们有着和上辈们不同的人生观,价值观,世界观,当今的中国,每时每刻都在变化,每时每刻都在奔跑,每时每刻都在给我们带来新奇和惊喜,在很大的程度上,一些年长的知识分子认为不可能的事情,已经变得可能,在他们看来很有问题的问题,早已经被年轻的一辈们完全超越或弃之不顾了。
中国一直以来都是一个比较注重传统家庭观念和传统文化学习的国家,相信有很多的80后的年轻一辈们都和我一样,从小都是按照父母早已经设计好的路线去生活,去学习,学习更多的专业技能和生活技能,因此才会让中国有那么多的拥挤的“少年宫”,当然父母们当时的想法并不是要我们做一个艺术家或是音乐家,他们不过是希望我们能在长大成人后,能有一门手艺而已。但学习的压力总让我喜欢在嘈杂的世界里寻找那么一点点的属于自己的空间和时间,属于自己的那一丝丝的安静。就像我用画笔所记录下的一切,就是我所喜欢那一份安静。
自我就读附中开始,我就一直喜欢当代艺术,喜欢创作,但因为父母的考虑到大学毕业后的就业问题,要我填报了四川美术学院的设计专业。由于自己对艺术创作的追求,自己在就读大学的几年里,一直没有放弃过对当代艺术的关注和对自己绘画技法上的探索与尝试,并于2006年开始了自己大量的架上绘画创作,寻找属于自己的一个出发点,以及在绘画上一些综合材料的运用与突破,使自己在绘画创作上能不断的进步。一直以来,我都是一个喜欢去感受,去了解,去面对这个世界和社会的人,也不知道是从什么时候开始,喜欢上了木偶,喜欢它们的单纯,不反抗,喜欢它们的安静,或许人类不同于木偶的区别不单单是谁造就了谁,人类总是在无形中按照一种固定的形态去发展,去创造,总是一代又一代的做着重复而枯燥乏味的事情……在这个过程中往往忽视了双眼看到的背后的东西,所以我一直喜欢去感觉,让所有复杂的东西简单化,活跃身体里的每一个感觉细胞,因为我知道,看到的未必就是真实的。或许一切都是缘于我的一个梦吧,当我企图望自己的方向走去的时候,却发现自己的手脚已不知何时被牵上了线,动弹不得,就像是木偶,他们选择不了自己的命运。
由于自己是学习设计专业的缘故,在就读大学的几年里,,没有参加过任何的艺术类的展览和比赛,但在这即将毕业的最后一年里,我已经确定了自己的方向和目标,我喜欢画画胜过了做设计,因为我知道,做自己喜欢做的事情,才能把它做到最好,甚至是更好。
我希望能在今后的艺术道路上结识更多的专业上的朋友,能看到更多的人作品,同样能让更多的朋友能够看到我的作品,共同学习,共同进步。
I was born in 1982 in Chongqing China. As a Chinese born in late 1980s, I was in a time that China began to reformed and opened. The results of combining Chinese and Western were the mainstream of things which we generation accepted. Our attitudes toward life, ways of thinking and values were changed when various new things came into our lives. Those things, such as colorful fashion, rock & roll, transformers and computer games, made us different from our fathers in outlook of life, values and worldview. It is changing every time in China, and bringing surprises to us. To a large extent, some impossible things considered by the old intellectuals became possible, some problems has already beyond by the younger generation.
China was and is a country which considers traditional family values and cultures studies of high value. I believe that most people born in late 1980s were the same to me. We just go to achieve the life plan designed by our parents. To learn more professional and living skills, there were so many “Children's Palaces”. Of course, our parents did not mean to make us artists or musician. They only wanted us to learn some skills. However, I always find myself a private space in this crowded and noisy world under studies stress. This private space is so tranquil just like what I have drew. I love this tranquil world of mine.
From my middle school, I was fond of contemporary art, and creating draws. Under parents’ considering of finding job, I enrolled into the design department of Sichuan Academy of Fine Arts. With the chasing of art, I never gave up in focusing on contemporary art and trying on my capabilities of art. To find my own bases of art and using of materials, I began to created a lot of easel painting in 2006, wishing myself keep improving in art. Ever since, I love feeling, knowing and facing this world and people. Without knowing the time when I start to love the puppet, I love their innocence, their no-resistance, and their quietness. May be the difference between us human being and puppet is not only in who created who, but we human always develop and create in a certain way. From generation to generation, men repeated the bored again and again. Through this process, we ignore the facts behind what we see. What I love is to feel the facts, to make those complexes into the simple, and to raise my excitement of feeling. That’s because of knowing what we see may be not the truth. All of those, I guess, are based on my dream. When I wanted to achieve my own life goal, I just like a puppet, who is tied on hands and foot, can not choose destiny. Since my major is designing, I didn’t intend any exhibition and match of art. In my last year of college life, my destination has been determined. I prefer painting to design, and I know that one will try his best on his favorite things, and do it the best.
I hope to know more friends in future, and know more creations. Meanwhile, I hope to let more people know my works, and to have communications.
Moreover, what can express my mind is brushes, but not a lifeless and cold computer.