Добавлено 17 мар. 2022 г.
For 6 years I have been living in a city where there is no sun from the beginning of autumn until March - April. Today, like all this week, the weather was beautiful, which beckoned me to crawl out of my cocoon of creativity into the street and just contemplate this magical world.
Now I’m renting an apartment in a residential area and there’s not much to see here, multi-storey buildings bring me little joy, I’m not interested in walking among them. And to go where it will be very beautiful or a lot of nature far and long.
As a child, I often walked alone, easily met other children if they seemed interesting to me, so friends appeared in my life, I am still friends with many of them.
I had the idea to call someone and invite them to go for a walk, but I realized that everything was too complicated, I had to go somewhere, get ready, and so on.
Today I wanted to go for a walk as in childhood, without any expectation.
The sun was beckoning me so strongly that I decided to go in any direction that came to my mind. Alone, no music, no audiobook, no phone calls. Just me and my Great interlocutor with a personality of the Universal scale.
So interesting, I used to often talk with my loved ones on topics that were important to me, and when the topics became too important and personal, I began to discuss them with myself, and today, for the first time in my life, I decided that it was time to start talking with God, he is everything sees, hears and knows everything.
Who else but God will direct me in the right direction and give the best advice?!
I knew that there was a small lake near my house, it turned out to be quite large, I found this out when I decided to go around it, it was a wonderful idea. I spent half a day walking along the lake, It was so quiet and empty that I was even scared.
When a man met me on my way in an empty forest and asked if I had cigarettes, my heart really trembled. For this is the perfect place for a crime, I've watched a lot of movies and TV shows, aI know what I'm talking about.
The only thing that warmed my soul when I contemplated the ice quarry and pine forest was affirmation. “I am completely safe. God is with me. The universe loves me." In the most creepy and incomprehensible places, or when I go to the store at night, I pronounce these words. With them I feel safe.
It's so fun to remember and write your impressions. I am glad that this trip took place and I am grateful for this crazy day and emotions 🖤.
