Door (2018) Painting by Birsen Yıldırım

Hello !
When I am drawing,I am feeling that i am outside from earth.Time changing,my brain is like in a different time,much focusing to faces,that time faces are speaking with me,saying what they are feeling when i am drawing their picture.they are making me feel sad,happy,trouble,angry, and more...Sometimes i am changing their some points in their face.I want to put some lines or shadows or darness or light because i want to say something about their lived feelings or what i am feeling that time.We are talking like this.AND "all these are making me feel so GOOD."
I am drawing since 2 or 3 age but I didn`t continue orderly.Sometimes I was sad from drawing or I was sad only.We make eachother sad manytimes or I made myself sad And I blamed it.I left from drawing many moths. Later maybe 1 years or more.this situation was a circle repeatly.But we met again and again with drawing.when I started again and again i was not same Birsen.I changed my mind,my feelings and i meet with drawing, paper and pencil again and again.Still i am trying to change myself and my drawings through to more good.They are always finding me for speaking.they are my friends.
That is it from me...
Thank you for read..

• Nationality: TÜRKIYE
• Date of birth : 1987
• Artistic domains:
• Groups: Contemporary Turkish Artists